Oo. Hirap na siyang mag-integrate back into civil life.
Sa kanya na din galing yung "You keep the windows intact. You keep society intact." The symbolic crashing of Jessie's window showed Alexandria was no longer intact. Not with him around.
I can empathize with Rick knowing what he had been through. But really, what he wanted, by all accounts, was murder. It was motivated by his infatuation with Jessie.